Plato
sometimes i feel like i give up too easily. [
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12:11 PM ] sometimes i wonder what is the fuel that is driving me nowadays... well... life isn't that bad but i wouldn't say that it's the best either... thank goodness for the little joys in life? [
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12:02 AM ] just got home from another disappointing game... i was really pissed after the game... and being the not so vocal player who grins and accepts any decisions that the seniors make... i decided to leave alone for home first in case i explode right outside TSH... [
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7:25 PM ] [
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12:35 AM ]
when a blockage in the road comes along... i seem to fess over why the blockage is there instead of trying to get past the blockage...
how do you be a rock for someone u know u cannot help?
somehow i'm kind of regretting being too involved... haahaa... it's like being hit by a bullet train suddenly... well i guess that's good then... at least it shall keep my mind off other matters...
seriously contemplating about some stuff... like "retiring" from playing floorball competitively... maybe it got spurred by dennis' comment that for me... "the mind is willing but the body is weak"... it's getting a bit difficult to keep up with the younger, faster and fitter players... yes physical ability can be trained... but i guess the motivation is slowly fading away. retirement club soon? maybe...
the only thing that is makes me to want to improve still is that i would want to make someone proud... be a game-winner so that i can see a smile always...
wishful thinking? perhaps.
the gulf between an idiot and a genius will never ever be narrowed.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
it was not the loss that i was pissed about... it was what some players said about the game and making it seem that it was EVERYONE'S fault that we lost.
was it so?
in my honest opinion i really think line 3 had the best performance today... yet when other lines are doing well... line 3 is always the line that is sacrificed... that's one thing i cannot accept... 2 goals in the last 2 mins of play... could line 3 have prevented it?
to be fair... we will never know... but i'm still pissed. sometimes i just feel that we are fighting hard just to be included in the game... unlike other lines that already have the LUXURY of being included all the time.
fine.
on to other things that matter in my life... it was pretty scary riding with an "injured" bike this morning... couple that with a painful right knee that can't really bend... hmm... and triple that with a missing rearview mirror... yikes.
but oh well... my dear bike's in the workshop now getting fixed... upon further inspection this morning i realised that the front right side of the bike was completely misaligned... so turning left this morning when i was on my way to the mechanic was a bit difficult...
but at least i'll get it back before new year.
thank goodness for the little consolations in life.
well... this is my poor bike now... stupid owner accelerated at the wrong time... had to jam brake on a wet road... and yup... bike now has a broken fairing and the owner has got 2 abrasions on his knee...
better be careful better be careful...