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coding is making my eyes pop out... realised after almost 1 sem of not doing coding... i'm getting rusty... well... it's still under progress... but for anyone who's interested to give any comments... here's the site i'm working on... catportal.sg... [
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11:28 PM ] melted at just 2 words. [
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2:30 AM ] those kids... they were fantastic. even though viewers could only see the chain of events, the blazing passion that those kids have for dance really heated up the cinema (though they should really do something about the air conditioning at Lido... was freezing in there.)... but more importantly.. i noticed how the teacher of the winning school conducted herself... and i think she's a very good teacher... [
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9:59 PM ] woah... found out a way to really collapse on your bed every night sia... cfm instant k.o.... the solution is by doing something called "swimming"... [
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just dawned on me when i was doing artwork for my project... [
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11:17 AM ] got drawn to play Merahans first... then possibly Nhac Tre... [
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12:03 AM ] after bringing home a mistress last night.. my wife lay in the corner alone... feeling really neglected... [
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12:23 PM ] blade is bent, [
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12:38 AM ] haven't been in the best of health. [
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4:03 PM ] cat's out of the bag... well.. sort of.. [
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3:00 PM ] if it's tt simple, then why is it so hard? [
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10:28 PM ] only thing i can say? wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! [
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5:58 PM ] started feeling pretty sick on saturday night... after dinner... it must have been a virus that was passed to me =P no other logical explanation haahaa... nonetheless... still went to TSH for like the entire day on Sunday... and towards the end it was quite torturous... ugh.. [
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11:47 AM ] how a few simple words can create such a lasting effect. [
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1:15 AM ] was heading for a fall-free day until this happened. [
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4:36 PM ] finished 1/2 of the japanese serial already =P decided i was too nua for today so decided to go for a run... oh man... one of the best runs i had in a long while... [
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12:33 AM ] so many weird dreams... don't know what to make out of them. [
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7:13 PM ] just got Pride, a japanese serial, from Ade today... that adds on to the 3 movies that Meihui lent me yesterday... haahaa... lots of during-meal entertainment now! [
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11:02 PM ] been sorta chained to my comp doing designs since last night... for webpages... ok maybe what i was doing last night wasn't relevant to schoolwork... but what i've been doing since this morning is! photoshop is my best friend! blergh. [
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1:22 PM ] I know this isn't a very new song... but well.. i'm slow. [
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yes we may still be 2nd on Western Conf... but take a look... we haven't been scoring. [
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3:05 AM ] first ever skin with colour i think... a tribute to my favourite comic of all time =] [
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11:30 PM ] just woke from the first "real" nap i had this week... "real" meaning that i didn't have to sleep but it was more to refresh myself... don't feel anymore refreshed than before i slept... but well... might help in the long night to come (i guess)... [
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7:45 PM ] slightly upset tonight... geez... probably cos of the game... do u get the feeling sometimes after a disappointing game, that you could have just done that something extra that might change everything? it happened the last time during ivp against ITE... and today against a team predominantly represented by ITE, it happens again... [
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11:31 PM ] looking at the airfares for some of the cities i always wanted to go to... woah... gian sia... [
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12:03 PM ] palm on palm, [
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11:07 PM ] was looking through the contents of my comp... found some really old documents... brings back memories =] [
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10:34 PM ] woke up nice, bright and early... [
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6:08 PM ] dreamt last night that i scored with an air hook wrap.. and a reverse air hook wrap... wah... ultimate fantasy sia... [
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11:06 AM ] got back at 9 and started typing frantically... redid the ship and company logo for my presentation tmr.. contacted people abt the referee course.. talked to friends.. and all these few simple tasks... took me 2 hrs sia... how time really flies sia... [
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10:02 PM ] here i am trying to scrimp and save... i dunno when was the last time i asked my dad for money... and today upon coming home... WTF. a new LCD TV... FARK... JUST WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON? [
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7:28 PM ] there's actually a lot in life to smile about =] [
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1:24 AM ] looking forward to tmr's game... finally going to be able to start... so what if if it's line 3? got a lot to prove tmr sia... [
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10:22 PM ] Craig David - Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry) [
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12:43 PM ] heard this on class 95 a couple of times... kinda forgot the exact words... but here it is... [
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12:27 AM ] Ever wondered what your wedding would be like next time? Would you want it to be conventional, or something that you would remember for a really long time? here's what Ade and I were discussing about... [
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4:44 AM ] i hate it when things become personal. [
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9:11 PM ] seem to think quite a bit on the bus... [
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12:06 PM ] continued from tt picture in the last post =P [
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patches is so cute!
remind me never to sleep too "early" or to take afternoon naps again... it's killing my bio clock.
took out my keys instead of my ezlink card when i wanted to get out of the station...
appetite's back.
bro's going in a week... i have lessons that day... solution? ponteng.
found my digital watch... finally.
reality check.
tell me how lah lidat?
Thursday, March 30, 2006
there is a time to be serious and there is a time when we can all let loose for a bit... teachers have this long established reputation that they are cane-wielding, grumpy faced old virgins whose ultimate mission in life is to inflict pain and suffering on innocent little kids whose only mistake in life was having parents who sent them to school... well.. it may be still true (the parents part) but i guess times have changed... teachers can have fun as well... instead of being like army sergeants who drill discipline into each and every single recruit... well i guess teachers are now just there to impart what they know and talk about their life experiences... to guide rather than to impose... to help students fulfill their dreams, not to trample on them..
that's why teaching can be such a fulfilling job...
never mind the stringent rules, never mind the long hours... to have people remember you as someone who had shaped their lives... that feeling? it's priceless.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
On the other side...
*right click*
scratches head.. "why no option to add?"
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scratches head again... "huh?"
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that's not an emoticon?
haahaa =P
yes swimming.. probably one of the more troublesome activities to indulge in... becuase of all the water, googles are needed... for hygiene, chlorine is added into the water... but it wrecks havoc to your hair and who knows where... and if you forgot to bring a plastic bag to contain all your wet stuff (like me today), expect a very wet bag when you get home...
but ahh... swimming... average 33 - 35 strokes a lap... 20 laps make it 660 to 700 strokes... no wonder i'm feeling super woozy now.
but work awaits! $@#!$#$@#$
Monday, March 27, 2006
Daniel's t-shirt today..
isn't he/she beautiful?
i hated art as a kid. but look what am i doing for my major now...
hated hockey totally. but look at the sport i'm crazy about now...
(there's one more... shan't write it down here =P )
i stand corrected.
sounds easy? nah... those boys are scary... they beat Moosemen 7-4, just last night... and Moosemen had a full squad.
do you feel a gush of excitement before you step out on court to play? i do... i'll be a bit shaky before i go in... can feel my legs trembling... but the excitement vanishes the moment one foot steps into court.
looking forward to the games... a lot to work on this week.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
and i got elbowed by a Skools FB player just now...
was trying to guard his shooting side... and yah lah he was much bigger than i was... i only remember seeing the elbow come... and wham. that was it.
and it was my first piece of action in the FIRST shift of the game. like wtf... i was so disoriented for the rest of the game it felt as if i was in a daze throughout... so i guess it's a blessing that i got to sit out the 3rd period...
but we seriously played like SHIT.
and i'm puking blood trying to ask people to help with a "shit job"... guess only fools like me do this kinda stuff.
thank goodness for you.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
ok fine i tried to appease her by picking her up from time to time.. but it has come to the point where we don't really find each other familiar anymore... the touch, the feeling has been displaced...
although i had explained many times that i needed a change in order to improve, guess it's still pretty hard for her to take.
so hard to please =P
i'm ready to go,
to try and score that slap shot goal.
Friday, March 24, 2006
i feel drowsy every 4-5 hours due to the medicine, and when i try to sleep, i just end up nuaing on bed... can't seem to fall asleep at all... after i get up... still feeling drowsy, it's medicine time again... the effects pile up... i'm drowsy... but i'm not sleepy...
had really weird dreams last night... dreamt tt i was convicted for some crime (related to fb i think)... and i was sent to a court at Outram... the mrt cut through a macdonalds and when i got there... it was a huge hall with a very high ceiling... 3 tables in front of me... each table had like 7 or 8 people... i stood under this spotlight... and the interrogation began.
can't remember what i was asked... but i remember being very scared...
anyways... finally got my "new" stick... hope it helps with gameplay...
ugh.. think i gotta nua again.
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Bon Jovi - All About Loving You
Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you
I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you
You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you
Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you
All about lovin' you
sorry i lied!
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
seriously happy tt i found it... the search took me from the east to the west... started from sunday in tampines (had to trouble a shop assistant to call other locations in the east) then decided to try my luck after lessons today... finally... found it in IMM... and it was the last one somemore... phew... =]
what is it that is so hard to find? stay tuned =P
so on monday nearly died when i tried to get up for a final proj meeting... saw a doc but still went for my presentation... skipped 1 lesson though (but with valid reason!)... cos didn't want to risk anything in the riding circuit later in the day...
good news is... passed circuit evaluation finally! woohoo... but not w/o a mishap though... but luckily the mishap happened before the evaluation... didn't realise shanti had stopped in front of me so i jam-braked... bike skidded and i jumped off... luckily... both rider and bike were ok... phew... like what i told sis... shows 2 things... means i'm still quite alert despite medication and also that other people's lives are more impt tt mine... haahaa... it was a close shave sia...
but i'm still not giving up on riding =P
difficult to guess.
Monday, March 20, 2006
"can you dont be a wuss?"
shall update more tmr... haven't been in the best of health since last night.
Friday, March 17, 2006
happily skating along... until one half of the brokeback mountain twins (you should have seen them in action... GROSS.) knocked me off my feet (hurhur no pun intended) and i landed with a huge splash (the arena was like a swimming pool) on my left buttcheek only... after that i couldn't go on anymore...
on the bus back... it felt as if i was caned using a rotan... even now... sitting in front of the comp... my butt feels like it's burning.
single-cheek trauma.
say it if you mean it =]
i always think during runs... and here was the chain today...
thought of you... and how it is better not to do anything stupid...
realised that i've changed (have i mentioned it before?)... but instead of hating the new "me"... i should learn to embrace it... it's part and parcel of growing up ain't it? if i am emotional now, i must have been a sissy a few years ago. i'm more temperamental... but i still manage to keep it in check... cos anger usually doesn't solve anything. i'm less needy now, more independent... changed in the way i think... more open to things now (although i don't show it)... yup... i don't see many similarities to who i was in the past anymore...
reading my old entries only confirms this fact.
time to not shy away from responsibilities and time to stop cursing whatever goes wrong... just part and parcel of life. face it.
maybe the next thing i hope to be is to be bold.
and oh yah... for anyone who knows... i miss Alhazi Invasion.
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
anyway really gotta blog abt this... was out with a friend and as we were walking, there was this auntie giving out Burger King coupons... and she was thrusting coupons in every direction... so when we were near the auntie, my friend thrust out a hand to take the coupons... but as she did so, the auntie retracted her hand from tt direction and my friend was left grasping air =P what a saboh!
tell you... the stunned look on her face was priceless =P
anyway... was pretty disturbed by the movie "Rumour Has It"... the part when Jennifer Aniston was kinda drunk...and she ends up kissing the guy who screwed her grandma (no less!) and her mum... it's like WTF!! is it that easy to be tempted? a few drinks, a suave and charming guy... and poof. just like that.
doesn't make sense.
how many times can we err and still be forgiven? she was lucky... but how many sad endings have we ever seen in the movies?
blergh...
had a little chat with Bro last night... he basically told me to pull a stunt... haahaa... if only it was tt simple!
i wish...
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
and talking abt buayas... Weijing came and asked last night... "when girls training ah?" haahaa!
comments?
and this you gotta see... talking cats!
lunch!
Monday, March 13, 2006
Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I'm convinced all the year 1s in FB are buayas... Bang just asked me when do girls train... hmm... Weijing asks if there's any mass chat every other day (ok lah i'm exaggerating)... Kwanaik and Tianyou are so filled with scandals that it would make Bill Clinton look tame =P Chris thinks about s*x every 3 seconds.
conclusion? yr 1s are buayas.
but it's kinda cool that i'm on pretty good terms with them... sadly... i'm not that close to people my year... save for Shouye and Edwin... one's thinking of quitting, the other's more interested in paktor-ing =P
someone asked me that day why i'm always at TSH... and furthermore i stay damn far away somemore... i just grinned and said, "maybe i'm the person who's the most free?"
i'm going to feel so lost after league ends.
and somehow i'm feeling that it's better to know less abt the what's happening around the games and just concentrating on the bloody game itself.
all bark and no bite.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
didn't go to the IT fair in the end this year... guess i didn't really have anything to buy... all i saw were reviews from vr-zone.com.sg (a handy place to look at sim lim sq prices if you're lazy to go) and vendors' websites like dell and acer... blergh.
dreamt of fb last night... playing in this small hall...
the period where everything seems to be going wrong looks like it's gg to hit again.
All'idiota che ha spinto lei: lei succhia!
Saturday, March 11, 2006
why didn't i chase Hadi all the way? why did i not stick out my stick to try to fish the ball away? i could have done something to prevent tt goal couldn't i?
sian.
was walking home one day and saw little kindergarten kids being released from class... each and every one of them were holding little bags of sweets and exclaiming "it's 'so and so's' bday!"... kinda reminded me of the times in pri sch and kindergarten... i never gave out such little packs before... needless to say, i wasn't a very popular kid at tt time haahaa...
somehow things nowadays keep reminding me of my past.
and to end off, my friend's best solution to quell rumours.
[meihui] says:
get attached then no more rumours already
*pengz*
Thursday, March 09, 2006
places i want to visit before i mati:
1) Switzerland
2) France
3) Greece
4) Spain
5) Austria
6) Sweden
7) Hawaii
8) New Zealand (funnily... not Australia)
9) Nepal
10) Italy
11) Japan
12) Czech Republic
13) Turkey
14) Maldives
15) Vatican City
Mostly Europe... hmm... not too keen on the Americas... and if possible... Antartica! haahaa
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
fingers interlocking,
the soft pressure of a reassuring squeeze.
the shy smile,
eyes meeting,
turning away to avoid a gaze that seems to search you inside.
cheeks burning,
collapsing into a warm embrace,
seems so much like heaven.
walking along,
chatting about nothing,
it's just the company that is so unique.
it might be raining,
there might not be any stars out,
but who cares?
it's all worth it.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
i really have changed.
ouch
read my readings a bit, watched a movie.. only to realise my tut is at 3 not 4... rushed down to school in a cab...
the cab driver brought me on a tour around NUS because she turned into the expressway and said she was distracted by her thoughts (like wtf?!)
told me to pay the sum i needed to get to my destination ($3.50) and when i gave her $3.50, she was saying "when i turned into the expressway it was $4 already"... crap... it was only $3. what abt the time she made me lose with the extra 5km or so of travelling? but i just gave her $3.50 and got down... like it was my fault.
got shot down for the group presentation... tutor said our idea wasn't "interactive" enough (in short)... and i don't understand why we volunteered to present this week when we were so not prepared...
went to swim and drops of rain fell from the sky... when it was still bright and sunny like 1hr before... swam anyway...
what next?
haunted by the heebie jeebies at night.
must be quite bothered by that wrap i missed *roar*
stopping the slide.
There are 8 letters in your name.
Those 8 letters total to 36
There are 3 vowels and 5 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 9
The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression.
The expression or destiny for #9:
The expression that you exhibit is represented by the number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some of your talents may have been used at an earlier time in your life, and some may still be latent. Be aware of your capabilities, so that you can make use of them at appropriate times.
If you are able to achieve the potential of your natural expression in this life, you are capable of much human understanding and have a lot to give to others. Your personal ambitions are likely to be maintained in a very positive perspective, never losing sight of an interest in people, and a sympathetic, tolerant, broad-minded and compassionate point of view. You are quite idealistic, and disappointed at the lack of perfection in the world. You have a strong awareness of your own feeling as well as those of others. Friendships, affection, and love are extremely important.
Undeveloped or ignored, the negative side of the 9 expression can be very selfish and self-centered. If you do not actively involve yourself with work that benefits others, you may tend to express just the opposite characteristics. It is your role to be very involved with other people and their needs, but it may be difficult for you achieve this role. Aloofness, lack of involvement, and a lack of sensitivity mark the low road of this expression.
Your Soul Urge number is: 7
A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.
You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.
The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.
Your Inner Dream number is: 2
An Inner Dream number of 2 means:
You dream of close and meaningful relationships, cooperation with those around you; family and friends. You want to be a peacemaker and mediator. You present an image that you are a very pliable and easygoing person who would be very easy to get along with.
Monday, March 06, 2006
failed theory evaluation today... but serves me right cos i didn't study for it at all... 2nd try this fri... better study! waste money sia... SHEET. luckily today's motor practical lesson was a no-brainer... pilloned another person and went around the course... geez... waste of $ again....
still haven't really talked to my dad... guess i'm always reminded by what happened whenever i walk past his room...
just realised... i'll be able to get 15 hrs of sleep if i wake at 3 cos i'm gg to sleep now. wow.
trying to get rid of this poison within.
hmm i shook the book while scanning... explains why Hobbes' head is a bit distorted =P
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Di's last match for us today... first time got line photo sia!!!
(continued)
yes i know it's your money... and i shouldn't tell you how to spend it... but please lah... it's ok that you don't give me pocket money cos i can earn it on my own... but you've got another son who wants to go to Aussie to study... i'm not gg to earn a 5 figure salary when i start work... and 34k a year is no joke... i might not even be able to help him... on top of that i still got to pay the money i took from your CPF for my studies... how am i supposed to even start thinking of a family like that?!
what pisses me off the most is that you always think that i'm the spendthrift... hurhur.
i give up.
(updated.)
seems that my brother is pissed too.
nites!
Saturday, March 04, 2006
tt's despite having a really painful left wrist now... think i sprained/twisted it a bit to avoid a near collision with a fellow motorcyclist on Thurs... tt guy was damn blur lah... supposed to go in another direction but he ended up in my path... thank goodness i swerved in time but i was thrown off balance... blergh...
no stress no stress... going out there to enjoy whatever game time i have... always seem to play better when i'm like laughing on court...
work time!
yippie?
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
no chance.. but not giving up.. yet?
"before marriage i was "sweetie pie", after we got married i was "darling", after i gave birth i became "mummy"... and now? 'oei'"
quite funny =P
i forgot.
Friday, March 03, 2006
It started with her saying...
"Was thinking if my future hubby is a floorballer then all e jie mei and brothers will be from floorball too!"
And it goes on...
The list of ideas now stands at:
1) gals asking the guys to do air hooks (ala Kenny style)
2) "yam seng" becoming "ice ice milo" for girls and "wah!" for guys
3) sushi buffet dinner, guests all sitting on the floor, surrounded by boards
4) presents will be new balls, sticks, tickets to WFC
5) dress code: berms and jerseys
6) friendly between girls and guys before/after dinner
7) 100 goals/100 airhook goals with Bin as the keeper as a replacement for the traditional whatdoyoucallthat "demanding angpow" session
8) venue at ite college east... got aircon, gerflor, match secs to record the goals (groom must score 60), music will be songs from WFC
and that's only so far sia =P
Can imagine it already... the older generation would be eating at one side thinking what the hell us young people are doing... the young generation would be frantically trying to do airhooks (1 month practice just for 1 day) esp the groom who would be like "wtf... need to bend my blade more!!!"... 3 periods of 20mins to finish the task and the match secs would be timing and recording who scored =P if the task is successfully completed (lucky groom) all guests would sit down for dinner (conveyer belt sushi? haahaa) and must finish all the sushi on the belt =P after that the leftover food would be consolidated and everyone will play "zhong ji mi ma" haahaa... until the food is completed!
(to be continued... not by me =P )
Just finished watching this vcd that Ade lent me... "Crying out love, in the centre of the world"... watched "Be with you" the previous day and geez... damn upset now lah...
the unifying theme of the 2 movies was "love overcoming death"... it's a wonder that a person could just be hopelessly still attracted to the same person for so long after he/she's gone... only holding on to past memories as support...
maybe having love forcefully taken away from you would make you think about the person more...
no matter what it is... it isn't something to look forward to...
had the sudden urge to just say everything.. before it's too late.."
Thursday, March 02, 2006
started posting recently in this forum and it's interesting how people would focus from a general matter to a specific event... then the original message would be lost until some rational being comes to tie the discussion back to the original subject... geez... are we so prone to criticise another person to protect our own self-being and integrity nowadays?
right... i'm not perfect as well... i've still gotta learn how to take criticism properly in order to change myself... but i guess the point is people are getting a bit too concerned about proving themselves right nowadays... when in reality the concept of right or wrong is relative... why the need to force one's ideals on another?
i never liked to be embroiled in disagreements or deep discussions... people who know me would know that i'm a person who observes his surroundings... thinks about it and then gives his views on what happened... haahaa... i'm not a "real-time" person... i would prefer to think about what i want to say and consider the repercussions it might bring... it's a habit i'd had since young ('cos of my dad... who urged me each time to think abt what i want to say before saying it) and events that happened in my life thus far has only reinforced the need to think wisely before saying anything...
that is why i keep stuff to myself at times... not because i don't want to say them, but i feel that there's no need to... sometimes it might hurt not being able to say what you really feel... but sometimes it might hurt more if you say it out =P
life's ironic ain't it?
on a lighter note... congrats to my little brother!! pride of the family now!! watch out Aussie... here he comes =]
you'll always be beautiful... in my eyes...
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
life without worry or cares is merely existence.
life with too many worries and cares is survival.
there can never be a balance between these 2 concepts...
so what kind of life are you leading now?
and dad just bought a new aircon *faints*...
somehow i think supper is a good concept... u see... eating in the day is like... something more of a need than a want... as for supper... you can eat at your own pace... you can eat at whatever times u want to eat... and u don't have many restrictions as to what u can eat or what u cannot eat due to your schedules =P
in the day... we sorta follow a set guide as to what time we eat and work... in the night it's different... i do things at whatever times i want to, the night is quiet, everything is just peaceful... the drawback? the social norm is that we work the other way around =P
was thinking of of how fast march has arrived... geez... it seems that the days are speeding up like crazy... in a matter of time... i would have graduated... another blink of an eye... i might be dead =P but looking back... what have i done in these 2 months? i guess nothing... i'm still stagnant from where i left off eons ago...
floorball had taken up most of my times in these 2 months... and when i picked up my stick just now to hit around a bit... i remembered the first time i tried to fake a shot and i ended up hitting the ball to the defender =P i remembered being really in awe of kenny's skills, and the phobia of playing against people like dennis, weewee, and howchong... i remembered the first goal i ever scored in a competition... i remembered inviting stares from neighbours who came home late and saw me practising at my void deck at unearthly hours...
march is here and it means that work is piling up... blergh...
and it's d-day for my brother today... really really hope he does well...
right.. gotta sleep... tutorial in 6 hrs time.
life has a funny way of telling you things.
