Plato
Sis just got me hooked to this song... [
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6:12 PM ]
Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
The sky looks super constipated now... machiam it 'gek jio' (hold its bladder) for damn long liao... muahahaha.... i chose the correct time to sleep sia! it's super cooling now sia... but before tt... gotta get back to sch to return tt lousy baseball book(what kind of reading is this?!) or else i'll be fined another 5 bucks again... i've contributed like 10 dollars to the library fund now... NO MORE! [
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6:48 AM ]
*Rumble*
A small rainbow, My colored halo, Lights the mystery of the night - Fake? "Classic"
Programming is making me go mad... and in turn I'm making my neighbours mad with my music i presume... million thanks to Mr ZP Liow for the music muahahaha (cos i'm blasting Fake like 12/5 now)... [
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5:39 PM ]
Can't wait to work after the exams.
The Dell offers are amn tempting... a Centrino 1.6GHz, 512MB RAM, 40GB HDD, 64MB ATI Radeon X300 video card for less than 2K? TMD... interest free installment? TMD... [
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8:57 PM ] Is it just me, or is it burning today? [
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3:05 PM ] Finally hit the 10k mark today... ache sia! [
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1:04 AM ] Before i talk about my run... i went to the 3rd lvl toilet tt day and guess what i saw... [
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Amazing what a good run can do to the mind... it's cleared... and i somehow got my priorities right... [
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10:56 PM ] The weird... [
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Something from my readings... hmm... [
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8:40 PM ] Dad rented a car for my cousin's 21st birthday so that he could help out with the logistics and stuff... and since he rented it... well... i had some illegal practice sessions with it... went round the carpark at my place a few times... and geez... practiced parking... woohoo... [
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12:17 AM ] Concussed damn early last night... and geez... i must have been reading too much... till i got super weird dreams sia... but the dreams seemed so real... blergh... but it was more of a nightmare than anything else ba... haahaa... anyway sorry bro... haahaa sorta pangsaed you last night... too tired lah... reach home liao super lazy to go out again sia... =P [
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11:33 AM ] blergh... crunch time tmr... hope we'll get a good result... sia lah... scary sia... one of the "biggest" matches we're gg to play in... ah well... [
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2:22 AM ] Taking a short break as I try to write about Konosuke Matsushita... blergh... alone at home now... which is usually not the usual scenario (usual scenario: I'm not at home)... fighting a runny nose, a stomach acting up and the desire to nua on my bed because of the damn good weather (just rained)... [
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5:07 PM ] Hmm the weather was freaking good this morn lah... had to literally drag myself out of bed this morning in order to go for training... and no wonder the attendance for the training was terrible... 14 people? from like 2 teams? [
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10:48 PM ]
Nick you do not need a laptop... you do not need a laptop... you do not need a laptop...
Been gulping down tons of iced water... and geez... it's still pretty hot and humid sia... what good weather for a swim... too bad my trunks are in school... DAMN!
and my sports and history lecturer is 毒! he closed the lecture notes folder! TMD!
Through the chains of thought after these few runs... I realised something... instead of asking myself why can't i find someone who is willing to work together for the future, why don't i ask myself what can i do for the person to ensure a future. I really shouldn't expect anything from anyone... and for a person who really has no security to begin with like me... that should be unthinkable. People need to feel a sense of security before being able to commit into something wholeheartedly. That's basic truth that nobody can deny.
The fire has reignited.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Wow... talk about law enforcing lice... or man-eating lice... yucks!
ok... the exam cuckoo-ness is really getting to me... but hey! at least i sorta destressed today... watched 8 episodes of VCDs (Great Teacher Onizuka - a not so recent Japanese serial) and just came back from a run... and this afternoon i had a revelation... Exams are a waste of time! Study for so many days just for a 2 hr paper?! Not very time efficient lah! basket... and it's as if potential employers will give you a test on what you have learnt... image the shock prospective employees would have if a person walks in to the interview room and gives out test papers... ok... example... if i wanna go be a teacher... i go for an interview... i dun think they will give me a paper and ask me to answer questions like "Discuss how Nazi Germany was responsible for the war" or "Is David Beckham gay or he's just gay?"... nah... don't think so sia... so what are exams for?! muahahahha... and geez... after the exams i dun remember a single thing at all! must be the effect of a good run... really cleared the mind... woohoo!
Thought abt more stuff again... well... a process of improving myself through thought... seems that the best lessons are not taught in books... it's through self reflection and the way you see yourself in someone else's eyes... finally understood some stuff... woot... on my way to becoming someone better (i hope)... the underlying concept is "too much of a even good thing can be bad"... learn Nick learn... or you'll never be a rock for people you love and adore...
Righto... gotta chiong programming tmr... which means sleep soon... nites world =]
Ni xing de!
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
But still I maintain... I'm just not good enough. Period. =P
And I better work hard if I want my "fucking" good future.
Been wanting to post this for a really long time... but geez... kept forgetting... anyways there's this notice in one of NUS' toilets in the Central Library...
At first glance, i couldn't help but chuckle in the toilet. Cos I interpreted it in 2 ways...
1) Does that mean that if I'm the 2nd thief or vandal, I won't be handed over to the police?
2) Vandalising the toilet i understand... but what can I steal from the toilet? The soap dispenser? The toilet roll dispenser? Oh! I know! One piece of toilet paper and I'll be handed over! Help!
Maybe I was just too bored in the toilet... and a bit mad from all the studying...
Sunday, April 17, 2005
"When a woman talks about her troubles she expects her partner to respond by offering matching troubles. Talk is for rapport, not necessarily for problem-solving. For male speakers, a problem or a "trouble" is something like, "I'll fix it for you," although this is not what the woman is looking for."
True? =P
Even though the aircon in the car was on... boy did i perspire after 30mins of practice sia...
To my dad, parking is something he does everyday... sia lah... he can tell me "cfm can one... sa ga liao!" or "slowly turn" the moment i stop the car to start reversing into the parking lot... well... got the gist of it after a while... hmm actually isn't so hard ba... but to make it perfectly in the middle... well... takes some skill sia =P
Wonder when's my next illegal practice is going to come... muahahaha!
And aiyah... too bad we couldn't use our powerful contoction of bandung, vegetable gravy, 7-up ice, eggs and flour on my cousin for her birthday sia... parental objection... geez... in the end it was just flour... a bit boring sia...
But anyway enjoyed being the fool at the party... my cousin's brother (also my cousin... duh...), my brother and i have got to be the laziest photographers in the world... not that we care... we're just simply bochup... why move when the camera got this function called ZOOM sia.
Righto... off to bed... hope it's PAYDAY tmr sia.
Sweet dreams peeps!
Neh neh ni boo boo
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Been studying in the library since Tues... and geez... the environment there is way better than studying in the MC room... i don't recall studying this hard for Sem 1... geez... i guess i'm in a way being "engineer-fied" haahaa... but this could be the sign of things to come when my term in Sports Club ends on September 6th (wow a great beginning beckons on the 7th!)... but geez... getting bogged down with readings readings and more readings... woohoo! really scared of programming though... damn.
righto... back to the books... argh!
Gambatte! And thanks for being a constant source of support =]
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Had a really good 2 days... dinner with the MC peeps at Fish n Co., shopping today with someone dear... well... sometimes it's not the place... but rather the company...
Righto... time to rest... lalaland beckons... and just 12 more hours... pray for me yah? =]
It's what you do so unknowingly that makes you you... haahaa you blur dum dum =P
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Seems that everyone's having weird dreams eh? had 2 last night... and blergh... just one word to describe it all... WEIRD.
Ok back to the essay... really seem to write better on paper sia... thank goodness that we write on paper for exams rather than type the answer in straightaway... phew...
Faith!
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Anyway walked in the rain this morning and geez... it was cold... but it's nice to walk in the rain... the rain drops landing on your skin... makes you feel you are really alive... thought abt stuff as well... hmm... it's THAT kinda day...
And i think my keyboard is screwing up... GEEZ.
Went over for my grandma's chalet just now... the sea is really another good place for self-reflections sia...
Maybe I'm just tired... haahaa =]
Time is all i have to give...