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Spicy... yet sweet

Just back from a steamboat with the neutron peeps... had fun! and it seems i always don't have luck with christmas exchanges... my present always doesn't come! haahaa... still waiting for the present from sueann... and now huiling... *growl* but it was great meeting everyone =] jumping prawns and a jumping huiping were the highlight of the night haahaa... damn comic... and it's a bit bad but we were talking abt jasper being swept away by the tsunami... ah well... the crap tt neutrons can come out with =P



Training was bit disappointing tdy... the turnout was horrendous... new play up... 2 more training sessions to go... hope we can get it right...

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Monday, December 27, 2004
Weird...

There's something wrong with me... my hands are trembling a lot... and i mean a lot.

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Heard about the quake?

Only know about the 8.9 quake that hit Indonesia just now... geez... we are considered super lucky... to be sheltered by sumatra, and not have any adverse effects on our infrastructure... kaos... Count our blessings...



Take a breath, make it deep... cos it might be the last one you get...



Well so christmas came and went =] had a different kind of Christmas this year... maybe felt more family warmth... things do happen when you least expect it... and i bet my mum's goddaughter felt this way this year too haahaa... cos every year it's chocolates, chocolates and more chocolates... well this year i managed to psycho my mum to get her something better... a pendant necklace from moshi moshi... better sia... but hmm... my little brother and i still got chocs this year muahahaha =P



well... nvm sia... white chocs! my fav!



Bought new shoes yesterday... managed to kill the price to 35 bucks... it's pretty soft, the shoe's wide enough to accomodate my elephant feet... hmm quite a bargain... woohoo!



Results were not spectacular... well met my aim of Cap 2.1 so I'm more or less satisfied... haahaa... gotta work harder next sem!



Right... a fun filled day beckons! Dinner with the neutron peeps plus a xmas gift exchange =P but before that training at 3pm till 6... sorry sis! don't think my conscience will allow me to go Sentosa esp after that Pasirian game... so sorry! have fun!

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Sunday, December 26, 2004
Dread

A sense of dread overcomes me as i click on the damn link to my results...

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This Xmas...

The best gift of all was not the phone... but the realisation of the love of my parents for their 2 unfillial sons...



Glad that I spent 2 full days with them this season =]

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Saturday, December 25, 2004
Love you Dad...

He traded in his 1 month old Nokia 6100 to get the Samsung X460 for me... *sniff*



Love you Dad...

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Friday, December 24, 2004
I could get used to this...

Slept a lot... maybe not slept... more of nuahed... and thinking... more of missing... sheesh... haven't spent 3 christmas eves with my parents so far... maybe this year me being at home is a sign that well... i should maybe have dinner with them... it's fine at home... i could get used to having low key festivals... perhaps that is how my life's going to be from now...



I've changed... I've become more mellow as compared to before... maybe in front of friends I'm still that crappy guy with the damn cold jokes... but I know I've mellowed... I don't smile as much as before... maybe cos there's no reason to?

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Screw Loose.

Any neighbour would think that a guy using a stick to whack a harmless white ball against the wall at 2am is mad...



Yup that guy is me... and so starts my xmas eve =P

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Thursday, December 23, 2004
Old ways...

Just whacked like 12 episodes of My Date With A Vampire 3... geez... time to doze off first... think that's what I'm going to do on xmas eve and day =P then maybe Samurai Champloo on New Year's Eve... ZAI!

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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Friendly with Pasirian Floorball

Just one word to sum up Team NUS' performance... CRAP



We didn't play the ball up, didn't shoot... defended like schoolboys... it's no wonder we lost to a team that has just been promoted to the league...



They were faster, more hungry, definitely not shot-shy... right... they beat us hands down... and we were crap... CRAP...



Granted they played to a style that's pretty unknown to us... 3/4 court press... but it was damn efficient... we couldn't find any gaps in defence... even when we did... we were wrestled off the ball in less than 5 secs... well they were quite rough though... at times i thought we were playing rugby... but heck... we were definitely second best...



Farked up... that's the only thing I can say about myself as well... 2 attempts on goal both blocked, only 1 pass got through... no significant contribution in the game... at times i felt like i'm just like a ghost drifting on court...



Farked up... better get my game going... and I'm sure the team will be ranting about this as well... or else next season we'll find ourselves in a lower division already...

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Song post...

Finally gave in to the urge of putting a song on my blog... but it's just going to be up for a week... cos I just think that this song lifts me somewhat everytime (despite some parts that are sung in Jap)... don't worry... it's not going to affect the page loading speed but do take some time to hear it if you're free =]

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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Day with Dad and Mum

Met up with the JC Chinese 'A' peeps today for a treat by our dearest laoshi(yes I took Chinese at A levels in JC) and woo... had quite a good time catching up with peeps... was a pretty small affair... only 8 of us...



Went to meet Dad and Mum after lunch... they were picking out a new wardrobe for my brother... haahaa... they come to a conclusion very slowly sia... and they were so bent on getting one with sliding doors when it costs 300 bucks more until i managed to convince them...



Conclusion: My dad's a spendthrift!



But well it's his hard earned money lah... but also dun waste lidat sia! in the end he had to spend that 300 bucks... so he bought a DVD player for his room... *pengz*



Well... tt sums up my day =P my parents seem to be more kancheong than me to get a other half... GEEZ!!!

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Bo bian.

I'm actually having the thought to major in a subject in order to ease the financial situation at home... i'm sure my parents wouldn't want me to take this route... but it's for the best for everyone perhaps...



Some things in life we have control of... but some things... circumstances simply just cannot permit it.

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Monday, December 20, 2004
Leong the Gennin Cheehong

haahaa... a 2nd advert to intro another of my better friends =P This guy here is Mr Yung Chin Leong... also in NTU Accountancy Year 1... around 166cm tall =P What can I say about this guy... more shy than my bro definitely... but still as crappy sia =P anyways this guy here stays in Bt Batok... also from RV... but he went to NJ (smart leh) unlike Bro and me =P This yandao is also single and available... but got scandals lah muahahaha =P right Leong? Admit it lah! =P



Leong claims that he's a Gennin(Beginner) in the art of Cheehonging... but well... maybe he's like this character(Kabuto) in Naruto who deliberately fails the Chuunin(Intermediate) exam in order to spy... maybe tt's what Leong's doing... correct? muahahha! actually his skills are Jounin(Advanced) level liao... maybe not Sannin... but definitely quite zai sia... the silent killer sort =P



Girls! He's still up for grabs! Contact him at 91158577 or for shy ones alien_invades@yahoo.com! He also vv shy one! muahaha!

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Sunburnt finally!

hmm for the first time since the Rawa trip... I'm a bit sunburnt... geez... and i'm actually happy about it! for a while i was damn fair sia... finally see some dark colour on my skin... woohoo!



Been spending the past 2 days diablo-ing, sleeping, working out and crapping =P and the sun has been out for 2 whole days already... and in December too! now tt's rare =P



Going to pack up my room a bit first... before i start tackling the stack of stuff tt i'm supposed to finish by like tmr? =P



Can't stop having this feeling that it's going to be a damn lonely xmas and new year... sianz...



Thinking of another advert.. hmmm =P

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Sunday, December 19, 2004
Singapore Floorball League 2005

Looking at my fixtures... my weekends will be sorta occupied... at least 1 day per weekend...



8th Jan (Sat): vs Millenia-Skools Innebandy

15th Jan (Sat): vs Nhac Tre No1

23th Jan (Sun): vs Pasirian Floorball

29th Jan (Sat): vs Tazsilian Piranha

6th Feb (Sun): vs Millenia Skools OSB

13th Feb (Sun): vs Tazsilian Arowana

20th Feb (Sun): vs Millenia Skools Floorball

26th Feb (Sat): vs NTU Hurricanes (Looking forward to this one...)

6th Mar (Sun): vs NUS Nemesis (haahaa... familiar faces =])

13th Mar (Sun): vs Moosemen (Played them a few times... they're GOOD)

20th Mar (Sun): vs Swiss Club Red Flamingoes (Heard they are superb...)



Looking forward to the league =] We can do it! Anyway my team's NUS Saints...



Right... going for a short nap... SEH!

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My Bro the Sannin Cheehong

Right... a bit about my Bro since he's away from his comp and bathing... muahahaha... he's 21, going to be 22 on Jan 26th, 1.692m tall... weight undisclosed... hmm... stays in Bt Panjang (Girls you can ask me the address if you want to)... studying in NTU Accountancy now... yupz...



For the non-Naruto watchers, Sannin refers to the legendary 3 Ninjas in Konoha Village... therefore to say that he's a Sannin Cheehong(Buaya)means that he's so highly skilled in the art of Cheehonging that he doesn't need to do anything to have girls talking to him already... power right? Damn can't he spread some of that skill to me sia... anyways... his Sannin power is somewhat inherited... since that fateful day that I met him in Sec 1 with his oversized bag and specs he's Tao Hua Yun (Luck with Ladies)has been TREMENDOUS.... and i mean WAH LAU! i dunno what makes him attractive lah... no matter how i see... hmm... nvm lah har... beauty lies in the eyes of the BEHOLDERS muahahaha



The best thing is... he's single and up for grabs! Interested parties please contact him at 67620278/98710774 or email him at seabass_chan@hotmail.com... Alrighty!

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Saturday, December 18, 2004
Finally home =]

Wowzer... the past 5 days have been feature packed... super lack of sleep at long stretches... but it's one of the best weeks in a long long time...



MC Chalet (13th - 15th)

Haven't been up for 3 days 2 nights for a long long time already... and it was pretty shiok sia... first day was the bbq and xmas exchange... discovered the joys of roasted marshmallows... yummy! =P Had overnight mahjong... lost quite a bit... well... at least I had free breakfast si it wasn't too bad =P



2nd day was more fun... most of the peeps went blading while I joined them on a bicycle... can't blade for nuts lah... somemore dun sia suay myself in front of so many ppl muahahaha =P went to bedok jetty, then to the marine parade side... while sometimes I gave free rides for tired bladers =P I must have been the envy of many guys in the park that day... esp when (according to Sharon who had the most spectacular fall I had ever seen) so many "hot babes" were clinging to my bicycle... well... the nite was better... FINALLY got to sit at the breakwater... and had a pretty good chat with Ms Sports Ball haahaa... but well... tt's another off my list... not my favourite breakwater... but well... at least for the first time in many years... sat there to enjoy the sea breeze again =] Boss brought the guitar and haahaa... think we should form a carolling group sia =P had another bbq at 4am... to finish up what's left of the food... then while the others slept... had another chat with Boss...



Nothing much on the 3rd day... packed up and went home... concussed for 18 hrs... then woke up to go for floorball camp... but well... got to know a few people better through the camp... some struggles and challenges tt some of us face... and my theory still seems true... "people who seem the happiest are actually the most troubled and saddest people"... i guess we just put on a brave front to prevent people from worrying about us eh?



Floorball Camp (16th & 17th)

Xiong is the only word to describe the camp... started training at 9am... all the way till 1230pm... after which had lunch... the another hr of drills... then had a friendly with the seniors... lost 7-0... but well... at least our main formation was there (AT LEAST)... gotta brush up on our personal skills now... and we keep losing the ball too easily... tt's another thing to work on... but at least we are not as "shot-shy" as before... taking more shots now... which is a positive sign... continued playing after the game... and was damn happy when "Play 1" succeeded =P may not mean much to the seniors.. but to us it's really like a personal victory... shiokkk... dinner at FS after tt... went back to the Blue Oyster(?!) at Eusoff Hall...



And the game was taken down on video... as what Kaixi said... it was weird watching yourself on tape... but each person's mistakes becomes very clear and yeah i had a few... mostly defensive errors... sheetz... gotta be sharper to gameplay changes... gotta work on the fitness more as well... slept at around 3 odd after many games of Winning 11 (Howchong was machiam the English commentator)... woke up at 830am for more training...



Fatigue can really kill performance... we were erratic on the 2nd day... although we managed to score this time... it was clear we were tired... so we cut training at 1230pm... and went Holland V to makan... after tt it was home for hibernation...



Not for me though... agreed to help out for the girls' friendly later tt day... but geez... if only there was tt much time and space to react for the guys' game... the pace was considerably slower and for most periods i was just jogging... maybe it's just a mental barrier...



Need to get new shoes though... my trusty army Brooks is making my game seem more like ice hockey than floorball... =P



Yup... so tt was my past 5 days... now for some time to rest and relax... ahhh...

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Thursday, December 16, 2004
Gone again!

Just woke after a 18hr sleep after the chalet and now preparing to go for my floorball camp liao... woohoo!

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Monday, December 13, 2004
Chalet!

Be away at a chalet these 3 days =] ciaoz!

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Sunday, December 12, 2004
The Days In RV...

Just back from having supper with Bro... hmm talked about the good 'ol carefree days of RV... here's what we missed...



SCLP =P some chinese remedial after school for people whose chinese wasn't too good... but the teachers would be away for extended periods and we would go to each others' classes to just tok cock



Triple S... Self-Study Sessions... another ploy to keep us off the field and bball court in a last ditch attempt to pull up our grades before the 'O's =P School would end at 2:10pm... then we would dash to the field just to play for 50 mins... then walk in to the AVA Theatrette at 3pm hot and sweaty =P It would end at 5:30pm... then we would run to the bball court to play bball until Mr Teo chases us out of the school at 6 plus =P



The mad dash to the canteen when the bell rings... we used to have an unspoken rule that the last person who finishes his food would have to clear everyone's dishes =P therefore the mad dash to be the first to eat and the first to leave =P and poor Mr Cheng Jingyuan would normally be the last one to finish =P I remember my usual food... Stall 2 Yong Tau Hoo... 2 meatballs, 2 crab sticks, 2 egg tofus, 2 tofu skins and 1 egg (sometimes 2)... with kuay chup soup =P total cost would be arnd $2.40 if i don't remember wrongly... YUM!



Going to school really early in the morning... just to have breakfast at the canteen... stall 8 (Chup Chye Rice) had porridge in the morn... 50cents per bowl... used to go makan it with Bro... and out porridge would be black cos we put damn lot of dark soya sauce... haahaa... speaking of sauces... Big Breakfast at Mac... when they still had the shakers in the past... our egg used to be black with black pepper... haahaa!



Last but not least... the days when the 4 of us used to wait for one another and go home together... even if means we had to wait till school closed... and not doing anything =P the 4 of us? Bro, Ruiwen, Zhihao and me... that's in Sec 2... then we would go to JEC... originally to study... then after that to study and eat... then finally the idea of studying was lost =P after that we would camp at someone's place till late... I remember being at Ruiwen's place during the damn jia lat haze tt hit 181 psi... we were still doing our Art project on the balcony...



Really miss those days... life wasn't too complicated then =P innocent youth...

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Saturday, December 11, 2004
A Little "Prayer" Before Bed...

No more nightmares please... All I wish for is a peaceful 6 or 7 hours... Don't want to relive the sensation of crying in my sleep again... it sucks... Wish for inner peace... that my mind won't work overtime even when I'm asleep...



The weather's cool, my bed's comfy, everything's good... Wish everyone a good night =] When we awake... it's going to be a brand new day... another day... yet another day...

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Shutter

Hmm the movie's not really scary... maybe just creepy... or maybe I'm just immune to these kinda shows already...



And for the 2nd time in 2 days... snapfest again! Thanks to the evil twins... Sephie was the celebrity most of the time... some shots turned out to be pretty paparazzi style =P



Now... I need to go hunt for a present for the MC's xmas exchange... what to get her?!

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Friday, December 10, 2004
Another one...

This time... I woke up to wipe the tears away from my face before I plonked back into bed...



Can't remember much about this nightmare... but I reckon it is one of the worst I've had... so maybe it's a good thing I can't remember a single detail of it...

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Ubin

Lesson 1: Neutron girls... or rather, Jo, Huiling and Sis... never expose a digital camera near them... it was snapfest at ubin today... 125 photos... it's a record...



Lesson 2: Neutron people are ravenous people... 'nuff said...



Lesson 3: Neutron people can sit anywhere just to bitch about life and stuff



Well... it was a good bike trip... the weather nearly didn't look good... but thank goodness the guy up there managed to hold the pipes for a while... SHIOK! damn long nvr cycle in Ubin already! the place has changed... hmm more construction going on... the quarry is now sealed off... the durian plantation is gone... hmm.. and the bikes are getting nicer and nicer... a bit gian to go again... cos tdy didn't really get the chance to go off road... except for once only... and it was damn shiok! felt like i was holding a jackhammer in my hands =P



The day was concluded by a usual session of talking about the world... haahaa... amazing how everything we talk about will eventually lead back to life and life's philosophies =P



Hmm... I'm a "brooder" eh? Actually quite true...

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Wednesday, December 08, 2004
AhBoy "Yummy"

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My stupid brother trying to gek seh...

And the blardy "Naruto the Movie" I downloaded turned out to be porn... PUI!

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What to do now?

Sitting in clubrm now... wondering if I should go home, or just to slack here...



Ubin tmr... hmm... haven't been there since J2... when I went with Yang, Ann, Kenneth, Ray and Geraldine... haahaa nostalgia again... miss those peeps =P Yang's now in US, the others are either studying or busy with their own stuff...



There really is nothing constant in this world...



Don't think I'm depressed... I'm just... err... not in the best of moods lah... geez... it's just the damn season =P i hope...



I find bliss in ignorance...
--- Linkin Park "One Step Closer"

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Maybe...

I need to take a break... to find out what's the problem with me.

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Tuesday, December 07, 2004
Moods...

Terrible how moods can affect a person...



Don't feel like chatting, don't feel like doing anything, don't feel like attempting anything at all... just wanna be in this world of mine.



Sometimes... just sometimes... I wonder what is all these for...



It's just the season...

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Full Metal Alchemist

A saying from this anime I'm watching...



A person cannot gain something without losing anything.

To obtain something you need something of equal value.

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Blah blah blah...

Just spent a few hours catching up with Ms Amy Huang when I met her at clementi interchange... it's always nice to catch up with people you haven't seen or talked to for a long time... and talked we did... about our dogs, the past, friends, school... wah shiok... thanks girl!



Had the first training after a damn long time... rusty sia... and wah... some friends really have improved over the hols... Shouye was zai sia... die lah... need to train more liao =P



Dinner time!

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Monday, December 06, 2004
What's the opposite of a durian?

Went out yesterday with the evil twins and sephie to town yesterday... geez... after only sleeping 4 hrs... then teaching tuition, it's little wonder i concussed after reaching home...



And evil twins... stop trying to matchmake me lah! =P



Had a pretty good day lah... except towards the end of the day... suddenly "that funny mood" just kicked in again... arggh... must be that time of the year again... in Orchard somemore... ah well... =]



Hmm... maybe there is a winter in Singapore... not outside... but in my heart...



Maybe immersing myself in work could help me forget about stuff =] haahaa... now the clubroom looks like a hostel room =P some hall dwellers' barang barang are here haahaa...



Haa...

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Sunday, December 05, 2004
*sigh*

again my 4 hour sleeping cycle is back... up ridiculously early on a sunday morning (although i gotta teach later) doing nothing... after a zuobo saturday... great...



Seems that I'm not the only one not sleeping well... Ahboy's awake too =P

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Jay - Wo Niu (Snail)

I love the lyrics of this song...



I will get there... no matter how long I'll take...

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Saturday, December 04, 2004
It's that time of the year?

Sometime today... a question just suddenly flashed into my mind... and till now... my mind's still working overtime trying to decide an answer for itself...



Have the events of this year made me stronger or more fragile?



That question... till now.. I have no answer... stronger yes... cos I would know what to expect if such a scenario pops up again... more fragile also yes... cos I'm scared of a possibility of it happening a second time... i'd maybe just die...



Probably a solution would be not putting in everything if the chance ever comes again... but maybe tt would only guarantee another failure... it wouldn't be fair too...



Frankly... I'm scared... I find myself giving up as soon as I start... giving myself excuses that "i'm too busy", "cannot one"... yah rite... if I were too busy... would I even be able to sit down here and let my mind go heywire... thinking about what i shouldn't or should have done... maybe it's the time of the year... it's december... 22 days to christmas, 28 days to a new year... what have i done for the past year? Christmas... used to be such a heart-warming occasion to me... this year it feels cold and bleak... and no it's not the weather... although i wish it would snow... cos it would remind me of the time in Korea... easily my happiest "winter" in my 21 years... the snow... the pace of the nation... i wanna go back.



Just feeling confused... maybe a tad lonely too =P as I'd said... it's the season... I'm just a person who can't stand being alone... tt's y i gotta be attached to a pair of earphones if i'm alone taking public transport... that's why I blog... that's why i don't go anywhere alone(except sim lim)... that's why i cycle when i'm feeling down...



Suddenly... I feel like going back to the clubroom and look at the christmas tree...



Haa... went for dinner with the Poo at holland v just now... and we just thought that it would be nice to have a xmas tree in the clubrm since we should be spending most of our holidays in there (yeah it's sad but well...)... but yah... it's a small tree =] love it!



Concussed till 330 in the afternoon before that... cos had a packed day yest... woke up at like 830am after sleeping at 6am... went to school for a meeting... looked like "china's national treasure" according to Huiping... met till 12 odd... packed up the room... went ikea to makan... came back to clubrm... played twister... went off for Jeanette's birthday party... went to meet the Jinx Gang at Holland V... got home at 2 plus... concussed till 330pm... shiok...



Finally had more than 4 hrs of rest... thankful for that... at least i woke up feeling better than i did for the past 2-3 days...

Hope I can sleep as well later...

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Friday, December 03, 2004
Just Life...

Sometimes I'm quite amazed by how selfish some people can get...



It's true that we've gotta seek happiness for ourselves but we shouldn't do so at the expense of others... even more so if you already know that your every single action could adversely affect another person...



There are many things in life that we wish for... and some things just cannot co-exist with each other... we've gotta learn that fact someday... like it or not.

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Simple Pleasures...

Went for supper with Sis and Sueann just now... 1st supper in a week ever since the exams ended... haahaa... was quite happy... cos I haven't had supper at the Duck side for a long time already (well after having supper everyday... 1 week without it seems long)... so we ordered $5 of HongKong Noodles... easily the best noodles there and whack ah! Shiok shiok!



And my doggy's such a irritating darling... that dumbo just crapped in the living room (he's not supposed to) and upon seeing me he ran away... damn... he knows he's in the wrong... he just craps all over the place to get my family's attention haahaa... he went to hide under the chair cos it was a place we couldn't get him... silly dog =P



Suddenly just realised the joys of being bilingual... nvm if purely English speaking people deem me as a "cheena piang"... but I'm sorta proud of it... simple example... chinese songs... the amount of meaning within a single phrase can amount to a lot... an entire verse can be damn beautiful... and it's not possible to have that amount of expression when put in English... it's true... Chinese songs are more of the tearjerkers if you understand the meaning... not saying that there are no English songs that can tearjerk... but there are tons of chinese songs that can... one such verse... one of my favourite...



以前每一次挥手，都为了再握手﹐但这一次，是为了放手



Get my point?



It also helps to be bilingual when the current 'in' thing now is karaoke... haahaa... not that I sing... but most ktvs only offer chinese songs... muahahaha... "cheena piangers" rule =P



Met up with Mr Ivan Tan and Mr Ong Wee How from BMTC School 2 Raven Company Apr 04 Combat Recourse... haahaa... haven't seen them for a damn long time sia! Crappy as usual =P just yakked all the way at Macs... the world's damn small... WeeHow's the sibling of a friend... geez!



Ok gotta concuss... meeting in 5 hrs time... packed Friday... seems that everyone wants to go out tdy... nites!

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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
It's December...

The final month of the year is here... geez... 2004 just flew past like that... 31 days left to the year... and what have I acchieved? Haiz...


Nvm about that... shall comment on the year later in the month... when it's near New Year's...


Can't seem to sleep for more than 4 hrs... maybe it's the after effects of the clubroom... sleeping in spurts is not good... blergh... think i had a weird dream again... but can't remember what was it... haiz... gotta retune the damn bio clock again...


Going to end a period of nuaness later by gg to play bball with Boss and gang... tmr's soccer day with the floorball guys... friday could be going ubin... good good... make myself physically tired out... maybe tt will save me from terrible sleep patterns and weird dreams...


For 2 days I have seen the night turn into day... what a pretty sight... a constant reminder to live life everyday and not have any regrets =] actually waking early has its perks... just taking in the sights and sounds... it would be better if I were at some countryside now... I would climb a small hill and watch the sun slowly peek out from the horizon =]


Just thankful for lots of things =]

[ Nick @ 6:14 AM ]__________________________________________________ 0 Islanders visited

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