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Actually the day didn't start off really well... had a major heacache this morn with my philo module... cos i dunno if i should take it as a GEM or an exposure module... cos i only need 2 GEMs to graduate... and i dowan to like waste one on philo... but there's really nothing else to take! also i dun wan to use it as a exposure mod cos i'm afraid that i might want to try a different exposure module in case i dun wanna do ICM or History... hmm but well... i whacked it as a exposure module... cos i dun think i would major in anything else other than ICM or History ba =P
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Carried my precious bag out today despite only having a singlet and a laminated card in it... haahaa... love the bag sia! went to meet Huiping to help her choose a watch for her bf... and yup... saw this Guess model that was really nice! Bluish face, chronograph... wowzer... nice watch sia! still like the board shorts from bodynits... but it costs a whopping 40 bucks... wah... think i'll go back to queensway ba... saw quite a bit of stuff that i like sia.... =P
After that went to meet the Jinx Gang to go to Aves' bday party... wow... seems that the SOP (Standard Operation Procedure) is that after you ORD, get a earhole and dye ur hair... haahaa... think apart from Mel everyone has dyed hair! haahaa... cool sia... really nice to see them sia... haven seen them in like nearly a mth... since Rawa... and woops... haven't posted my pics up yet... will try to do so soon! =P
Been doing pretty crazy things since the end of Sports Camp... and nearly pulled off another stunt again... met Huiling cos Waiying and her went to have their hair done at this guy's place... and yah... Waiying had transport... but Huiling was pretty broke... and she stays at BP... so final decision... walk back haahaa... the walk was pretty enjoyable =] it's really nicer to "hike" with a companion with you... halfway when we reached Bt Timah... we decided to take a break and have a T-Rex (Iced Milo with ice cream with more milo powder on top)... and we were damn lucky lor! Cos Zhonghan was there too! And he was driving! So we were like damn happy when we saw him that our first question for him was not what was he doing there... but rather... "Hey you driving?" haahaa... but yah things happen when u least expect it... so we got a free ride home! Woowee!
Things are going pretty well in my life... and NUS is my last shot at school life... I'm going to grab this opportunity by the horns and ride it... and ride it well... enjoy my socks off and give it the best shot these 4 years... woo! Life's GOOD!
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12:21 AM ]
This lovely bag on the right is now owned by me! haahaa... altho mine is the yellow version and it looks super AA... but it was machiam love at first sight sia! was about to walk out of sports connection and something on the lowest shelf caught my eye... lucky find sia! haahaa... can't stop gushing abt how great the bag is =P and it's only $53... cos sports connection having 40% off all deuter products =P wooooo!
i love my bag sia!
Just back from NUS... not once but actually twice... went back to go jogging at arnd 9 odd with Huiping... and I cycled there cos i knew that i would be there till quite late and there wouldn't be any more transport back for me... yup and so after running... went Fong Seng to chill... till abt 2 plus... adjourned to our respective pig stys to sleep and when i got home... to my horror i found some impt stuff that i helped E-lazi-beth keep in my pouch... dammit... so there goes... another journey to NUS... and another home...
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3:56 AM ]
realised a few things... if i were to cycle to nus frequently...
1) The back wheel rim HAS got to be changed
2) Maybe the front rim too... hmmm
3) Need to fix the rear brakes and the gear shifts
4) The seat! My butt! Ow!
Yup... anyway got lobang for free breakfast at Swissotel later at 8:30am... dunno how Christine got this lobang sia... and dunno how to survive another long day out with like maybe 3 hrs of sleep? muahahaha!
Went Sim Lim to get a new PSU today... and ookie... got a pretty decent one for 30 bucks thanks to Kelvin at Elite... good to have lobangs ah =P and so far it's been ok... so i guess that solves one part of my prob =P
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12:41 AM ]
My CD rw drive is also not working already! argh trying to get GQ's old one from him... maybe buy it over lah... cos i think i would need a burner when i get to the U... cos of projects that won't fit into floppy disks anymore =P haahaa... well... tt's another prob solved?
and! my yahoo ID! kaos... there's a problem with it sia... either someone changed the password for me... or else it's my acc got deleted by yahoo or i dunno what sia... can't log in... i'll always get a password error when i try to log in... but an invalid user id error when i try to retrieve my password from my details... whadde?! feel kinda crippled w/o my yahoo acc... got Neutron's yahoogroup to surf... got my auctions to kio sai... haiz... just hope yahoo clears my prob soon =]
met up with some of my jc 1st 3 mths classmates and geez... really nice to see some of them =] some of them i haven seen for a really long time sia... people like Yvonne, Qirong, Samuel, Esther, Weihuang and Jeanne... din really do a lot of happening stuff... but well... it's really nice to see them again =]
something i told my brother and a few friends...
There are some people in this world that you just feel an urge to take care of more... to shower more care and concern on them cos you feel that they need it...
Agreed?
Think there's definitely something wrong with my power supply unit for my comp... the same prob is back whenever i try to play CDs... and geez... i haven't watched the DVDs i bought from JB yet! changed my DVD rom drive already... but hey the prob's still there... conclusion? I gotta bring my PSU back to the shop to change for another one... seems that things are spoiling in my room... even my cd writer is dead... ok i'm not feeling much for it cos it's like i picked it up from somewhere... but it's like the convenience is gone... it's time to start saving to get another one... hopefully around the mid 40 range... then get for my bro... i'll take over his one cos my comp's not really tt fast... and i need it pretty soon... school's starting and i think it's going to be pretty impt... i better fix the PSU thing also... can't afford to have a broken down comp during bidding of modules...
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9:16 PM ] Originally wanted to stay home to slack a bit yesterday... until a SOS msg from Seph got me up and about... so went over to help her a bit and geez... met Ms Mashimaro for dinner... and it's the biggest meal I have ever eaten within these few months!
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4:19 PM ] "Love is always worth the wait"
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4:00 AM ] Be strong... what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger... and in this I believe... your heart may be broken but someday someone will come along to pick up the broken pieces and mend it back again... it may not be perfect as before... but at least it's back together in whole again... and this person who mends your heart will know how to take care of that fragile heart... and as time passes this heart will strengthen... it will learn to love again... and it will embrace the person or persons who mended and took care of the heart... cos it's only when a person is at his/her weakest that he/she recognises the real faces of people he/she never knew existed... time could, it may not, mend all wounds... but if there's an extra ingredient of love and concern... the heart will mend properly... it will become as good as new... altho there may be cracks or holes cos it can NEVER be the same again... but at least it's there... at least it's possible to resume operation again...
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3:39 PM ] My favourite song in the Affirmation CD... and it still is one of my favourite songs...
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2:46 PM ] Just spoke to a friend and she told me she just awokened from a nightmare... hmm... then a few days ago another friend also had a nightmare... geez... wonder what's the season now... or issit what we are tormented by night is just a manifestation from the day? A continuation of the day's thoughts... well... i dunno if anyone can say that he/she hasn't had any nightmares before... but I had a few bad ones thats still in my memories till today...
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2:26 PM ] Finally I feel that I'm at peace with myself... after these few days of soul searching... I found myself happier =]
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1:41 AM ] Another revelation when I was bathing... maybe it's not that she left... maybe it was due to me...
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4:03 PM ] thought of this when i was brushing my teeth... why is it harder to make friends, esp those you would pour your heart out to, when we're older?
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10:28 AM ] decided that nothing can be predicted in this world... so i'll just leave everything to fate to decide...
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8:47 PM ] Just back from another run and geez... each run feels better than the previous one... this one's special cos it's in Bishan... cos I'm at my friend's place now... just suddenly felt quite suffocated... not cos of the peeps arnd me they're great... but just suffocated in my own thoughts... I'm not feeling too good recently... and maybe running is a good escape from it all... ah... the peace and tranquilty of just listening to my own heartbeat... my own breathing for the short 15-30 mins... it's heavenly... just feel that it's really an escape... from whatever shit i dun know... i dun even know why would i be running today... cos it's like i'm with my friends and everything should be pretty good... but it's just me lah... just like now i'm just unable to organise my thoughts properly... i can hear their laughter... but it seems that i can only laugh... it's just wierd...
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4:19 AM ] Just back from a jog =P and if you notice the time... you might say "you're mad!" haahaa... but geez... it's just a sudden urge to do so... and I've been running quite a bit since I came back from Sports Camp... but maybe today's run was a bit more special... cos of the time and yah... it's the 15th... 2 months have past since that fateful day... and recent events just struck me... so I had quite a bit to think about...
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5:00 AM ] haahaa... at around 2:30am in the morning 4 of us suddenly had this crazy idea to go back to school to play mahjong =P so here i am, in sports club clubroom now typing away... woah tired sia... went to run earlier in the day somemore... geez... and thanks to mr Binghua's many girl friends... couldn't really sleep peacefully at his place last nite... wellz... it's around 545am now... we're taking a break from mahjong =P well sometimes some things can only be done when we're young... yeah! [
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5:46 AM ] yes yes... in the end my room is still as messy... been chatting the whole day... was haven't done it since dunno when sia! [
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1:42 AM ] This time it's packing up my room cos it's a mess... will post about Sports Camp and Rawa when I'm done! =P
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4:31 PM ] Just back from Rawa about 12 hours ago and now I am packing again for sports camp... it's going to a reallyyyy long camp... and somehow I'm having a few reservations about the camp =P it's a wierd feeling... hopefully it will go away when it actually starts =]
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6:41 AM ] Met up with Jenny, Janice and Seph and their 2 other friends to get back my camera just now... it's nice to see Seph again... it's been almost a year since I last saw her? and geez... almost from the start of my arrival the camera never stopped working =P the end result? 100 over pics snapped =P
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11:57 PM ]
Going to Sentosa tmr with the RV peeps... hmm maybe it's time to get the islander card... since in a year i cfm go more than 5 times one... wanna sit at the platform again... that place always gives me a sense of peace and calm... just looking out at sea...
But i still want to go to the breakwater at ECP...
Round 1:
KFC... I had the satay burger and it sucks sia... in the advert it looks so good... the big crispy fillet with LOTS of satay sauce... what i got was like err... the fillet was not big enough to fill the bread... the satay sauce they gave was pathetic... haahaa complain! the cheese fries was ok though ... Ms Mashi had 2 pcs of Chicken and fries... free flow drink sia!
Round 2:
Thanks to walking around foodstuffs too much... we got to CK Tang and waalaa! Mei Zhen Xiang! Ba kwa! ok i hadn't eaten ba kwa for a damn long time liao so ok i guess i'll have a little... in the end we got like 250g of them... 5 big slices... and wah! it's a lot lor... but the first mouthful that i took... wah... haven't enjoyed ba kwa since dunno when sia... felt damn good... so we just eat and walk along orchard rd... haahaa
Round 3:
After walking Ms Mashi was thirsty so popped into 7-11 at paragon to get sumthing to drink... bad move... saw the Marketplace and hmm decided to go back for some yogurt... i settled on Meiji and she took the Ski yogurt drink... and wow... for the $2.60 the yogurt drink was pricey... and it's a damn small bottle lor... but it's damn good!!!
all these 3 rounds took like 2 hours odd? for so like 2 hrs we were like having sumthing in our mouths non stop... feel guilty sia haahaa =P so next time when Jo asks you out for dinner... be prepared to grow a tummy!
After that went to Aus' place to chill... finally caught "Whole 9 Yards" and just sat down to talk... rollerbladed... or rather tried rollerblading for the first time in my life and geez... fell 4 times and now my butt's like painful... and got abrasion somemore... but it's fun... we gotta learn sumthing new everyday sia =P
actually sometimes it's nice to have someone you know
who will be constantly there for you
listening to your thoughts no matter how nonsensical it can be
no matter how crappy it can be
Thursday, July 22, 2004
Saw this line from a poster of Sex and the City when I was out jogging just now... and geez... it's a nice line =]
Got a pleasant surprise when I just casually logged on to the BBDC webbie and logged on my acc... and hey... my 2B account is still alive! Hmm... think I'm going to just continue with the course... sit for the Riding Theory Test again... finish it... and hopefully get a bike... was pretty freaked out when one guy from my BMT company died on his way to Pasir Ris... but i guess if i try to be safe... i should be safe ba =P
Dinner at Huiping's place was quite good yesterday... Huiping, Hongyi and me were the main chefs... and luckily so far there aren't any complaints about diahorrea or vomitting haahaa... ok it was a simple meal... but hmm it was pretty tasty =P think i'm starting to get hooked on yogurt... it's healthy and cheap leh... NTUC got this promo for Meiji yogurt... 3 for $1.85... quite cheap... and there are a lot of ingredients in the yogurt... yum!
Actually I think I have straightened out most of my thoughts... and yup.. I'm happy! I'm happy to see things around me be so beautiful in their own right... I'm happy enough to help friends going through sh*t see the light again (hopefully)... I feel fitter... everything's going quite well for me... and I'm thankful =] I'm just thankful for the good things that have come my way... Sports Camp and Neutron... close buddies like Binghua, Jenny, Amy, Reggiee and my BMT and PL buddies who have seen me through sh*t and have been so patient with me... thankful for my parents and brother... haahaa family's still really impt =] well... it's a good feeling =]
Ok gotta rest now =] got quite a few things to settle later =]
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
That's why for now you have to be strong... the past is gone... all you have are memories... you can choose to remember the good times and smile with them... but it's hard... cos you'll think about why it didn't last... but it's inevitable... the human mind is complex and it's uncontrollable... but what you can control is how you see the "ending"... you can think that it's for the better... because of what you've learnt from each other... you'll be more prepared for the future... or u can just dwell on the bad aspects... and never get out of the cess pool you had created for yourself... i guess in order to move on you've gotta exorcise the ghost of your past... break free of the entanglements you once had... and bravely walk on... time and tide waits for no man... and while everyone's running ahead... don't be left behind... start life anew... open a new chapter in your life... and create fresh new pages... to allow people who really care leave traces and testimonies for you...
Of course talk is easy... it's hard to do what is supposed to do... and most of the time people don't follow what they think should be done... but i've been through this sh*t... and I know it's possible to accomplish so... and well... you can to... whoever you are...
I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but
Someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit on your back porch
Relax
Talk about anything
It don't matter
I'll be courageous if you can pretend
That you've forgiven me
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognise this place
The picture frames have changed
And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
Springtime in the city
Always such a relief from winter freeze
The snow was more lonely than cold if you know what I mean
Everyone's got an agenda
Don't stop keep that chin up you'll be alright
Can you believe what a year it's been
Are you still the same?
Has your opinion changed?
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognise this place
The picture frames have changed
And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from these sentences
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it every day
So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell?
Oh what the hell
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
Has your opinion changed?
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognise this place
The picture frames have changed
And so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
I see your face
I see your face
Why I am writing abt nightmares is also cos of the movie I watched yesterday... "Brotherhood" the movie was good... it was damn touching... but at the same time it was damn gruesome... bodies flying everywhere, limbs mutilated and lost... bodies blown apart by shells and torn apart by shrapnel... eww... but the movie was good... made me wonder if i would do the same for my younger brother... or my "brother" who is happily enjoying scandals now =P i guess i would... altho I'm terribly afraid of death... but somehow i recognise that these 2 most impt guys in my life have way more potential to succeed than me...
brings me to the nightmare i had around a year ago... dreamt that Singapore was under attack and we were on the run... I was in a soldier's uniform trying to bring my family to safety... i remember the clementi market clearly... it was in ruins... and there was bombing everywhere... children screaming, grown men weeping like babies... women crying over the bodies of their loved ones... it was just so traumatic... the noise in my head... everything gone... everything so bleak... it was scary... it was like living it in my dream rather than watching it in a cinema... i still shiver a bit when i think about that dream... esp yesterday during the movie...
really don't like nightmares... the last one i had was 2 mths plus ago... when i dreamt that she left me... when i woke up my pillow was wet... and i was hugging myself...
Monday, July 19, 2004
But I still wanna go to the ECP breakwater to sit down and enjoy the peace =]
Sunday, July 18, 2004
I have to admit... I'm a boring person... and I cannot expect her to lead a boring life with me right? haahaa... so maybe it was good for her that she left... and maybe the best form of being nice to girls is to refrain from them haahaa... but I'm glad she's happy now... at least I have served my purpose... =P I'm more at peace with myself now...
I might not have a car... but I will still send you home no matter how far you might stay...
I might not have all the money in the world... but I will sacrifice some meals just to pay for what you want...
I might not be good looking... so all I can do is to make you laugh...
I might not be interesting... so I can only be nice
Saturday, July 17, 2004
i guess it's cos when we're young, we're like a clean piece of paper... crisp, unwritten on... unsavaged yet by the winds of time... so when we meet someone new... the first mark is always the most impressionable... the clearest mark that can be seen on the paper... but as time passes... that piece of paper is ravaged by time, experiences, heartbreaks... etc... that the piece of paper is no longer in it's original condition... now it's a batter, torn and flaky piece of paper... that's why it's harder to write on... that's why even if we write on the paper... the ink won't show or it will become smudged... that's why no matter how nice the other person can be... the ink will never truly show...
i guess that's the same for relationships too... i'm still wondering why a person can love another so much? maybe to that... i'll never find the answer...
Friday, July 16, 2004
decided that i shouldn't press on for sumthing that might not be even remotely possible... so i'm just going to take a backseat...
decided that i want to be happy... and I will be...
somehow decided that I'm just going to sit around and wait for sumthing to happen... i just suddenly feel very slack... i was the sort who went for whatever i wanted... but suddenly... i just want to sit back... maybe it's at a wrong time of my life and maybe it's just for this juncture in time... I'm just entering a new phase of my life and truth be said... i can't find a special someone to enter it with me... and somehow i just feel bit down... maybe i'm used to constant companionship... these past 2 mths I've been going on pretty well by myself... but somehow i'm just feeling it again... the kind of feeling that my close friends warned me about... the void in my heart that cannot be filled by any good friend... maybe i'm just a person who craves love... and maybe now that I don't have it that I'm not feeling good... furthermore... having met this new group of friends I'm beginning to see a wide spectrum of mindsets... and somehow the kind that appeals to me is the kind who know what they want in a relationship... i'm just tired of going through all those shit again... the endless nights of loneliness... the heartbreaks... sure Chu was my first gf... but from her I've experienced so much... somehow it's not due to the number of past relationships that one had... but maybe the experiences that we gain... and yah... one's enough... i'm hoping that the next one will work out... no matter when she comes... i swear... i will never ever let her down...
suddenly thought of my life so far and i'd realised that normally i'm the one at the end of all those shits... maybe i've got to suffer in order for me to find true happiness in the end... or maybe cos i've suffered quite a bit that i know what's the meaning of treasuring a loved one...
haahaa who who will give me the chance? =P
suddenly i just feel like a wet blanket... people are laughing away downstairs but i'm here typing away... but i feel that if i'm there i'll just be a listener... so argh... what the heck... i rather be here pouring my thoughts into something which is dead...
somehow the more the laughter, the more down i feel?
it's wierd! i just cannot understand what am i doing to my life now... what am i thinking about... and what the shit do i even want to do?
i'm just pretty confused at the moment... there's just so much that's going through in my mind but i cannot grapple with them... and geez... 2 faces just keep on popping up in my mind... one's the old... one's someone new that i may be interested in... ARGH!
i just feel that i want to be alone for a while now... wanna go back to Rawa... maybe Sentosa later would be a good alternative... just sitting down at the beach looking at the waves... it always brings me a tranquil feeling...
i wish for a better tmr...
Thursday, July 15, 2004
About the past... I'm organising all the photos we used to take together into another folder... and geez... the memories just start to come back again... all the happy times... but somehow I realise I don't regret spending those times with her... the past 3 years.. despite it not lasting... cos somehow she has contributed to the person I am today... I don't think she has made me a worse person than before... but on the contrary... I feel that I'm a better person as compared to 3 yrs ago... 3 years ago I was a fat idiot with low self esteem and confidence... and not to mention with a terrible dress sense... ok... now I'm still an idiot with pretty low self confidence and esteem but at least I don't make myself a fashion disaster anymore... I'm more aware of my appearance nowadays... furthermore being with her made me learn many things abt girls... how to treat them and the kinds of special care and attention they need... i'm no longer clueless about how should i treat girls... i've become more patient and i've learnt to shutup and listen when i have to and speak when i have to... all these cannot be learnt from textbooks... so tell me... how can i hate her when she had given me so much? actually after so much soul searching... i don't hate her for leaving me anymore... the pain is still there, the scars are still there... and there is bound to be a certain dislike... but i've come to realise that matters of the heart are unpredictable... it's a gamble when 2 people come into a relationship... cos we just simply do not know what will happen... the uncertain future... so i guess i cannot blame her for wanting to break free... but for now... it's just that i don't know what i want to say to her... altho it's pretty sad for 2 people who once knew each other pretty well to machiam no longer talk... but sometimes... it's just inevitable... but no matter wat happens... she'll still be a person who i will care for... i will help her if she needs it... but some things are just not there anymore... all these... after 2 mths of soul searching... I'm feeling less of the effects nowadays... but yah... I'm still bit affected I guess...
The present... currently living quite happily... the sports camp was great and met some really nice people... beginning to know some of them even better and geez... gotta love Neutron 2004 sia... onz like no other group... I'm having a pretty good time now... haahaa listening to scandals, gossips etc etc =P life's pretty good... that's the upside of things...
Sometimes I feel that... or rather I have a double personality... on the surface I'm happy go lucky... anything also dun give a hoot kind... but actually in the inside... i'm pretty torn... sometimes I don't know which one is the real me... Aves once told me it's ok to be like this... but somehow I just don't like the idea of having a "split personality"... it's like people don't get to know the real you... they may be attracted to the the easy going side but will they still be there when the other side emerges? and which is my real side?! i really don't know... i'm still trying to find out... altho i think i may never know... and there may never be a real side...
The future... Issac (a senior) told me that in NUS there are 3 aspects... and out of the 3... there is only enough time to juggle 2 out of the 3... the aspects are... 1)relationship 2)studies 3)cca... out of these 3 i can only choose 2... which is pretty sucky cos all 3 are pretty important to me...
1)Relationship: It's all along been important in my life... altho now I may not be ready to start another relationship... I'm just waiting for someone to come along who will give me the courage to even start trying... and I hope if I do actually find someone... she will be my final destination... I'm not the kind of guy who wants flings or to try out every woman... as what another of my senior said... there are bound to be better people out there... but why focus your attention elsewhere instead oh making things work in your own relationship? that's one of the wisest things I had heard in a long time... and it's so so true... just hope that I can find someone lah... a special someone...
2)Studies: Damn... as much as I hate studying... it is still what I am in school for... and I have to study... it's my last shot after so many failures... furthermore I'm trying to get this MOE subsidy that will allow me to save A LOT on my school fees... so I've got to study... and the main reason why I want to save on the fees is cos I don't want to spend 2 years of my life after I graduated paying my loans... by then I'd be 27 already... and geez... how to get married by my dream age(28)?! Don't get me wrong I'm not intending to teach just because of the $$... it's been something I wanted to do since secondary school... and I think I'm a "family guy" so actually a career would play 2nd fiddle to my family... actually having a family is what I dream of always... so I gotta study... to let my future wife and kids live comfortably... cos my parents aren't rich... they make barely enough... but I've grown up in such an environment where everything's ok cos we have each other... ok i'm side tracking but i guess it's all related to studies...
3)CCA: I'm trying out for floorball and if i'm lucky I might get in... I've been too much of a slacker in sec school and jc that i just want to acchieve sumthing now... it's just the "want to win" attitude speaking... but it's quite cool to be involved in a team... to share victories... to weep over losses... yah... cos i want NUS to be the most happening 3 or 4 years of my life... that's why I want to be involved in a cca too... another final shot at going for some form of personal glory...
so tell me... how to choose? ok i might not get a relationship in NUS so maybe tt's just nice haahaa...
well... guess tt's for now... actually got more to write... but they're just not straightened out yet... and abt sports camp? haahaa... maybe next time ba =P for now... there are just a few things I wanna do...
1) Have fun before school starts
2) Look for a job cos I've just been retrenched by the SAF
3) Be a pillar of strength for my friend whose ex is a bastard
4) Keep myself fit
5) Take a slow walk down ECP chit chatting
ok guess i better go rest now... still got a sentosa outing tmr haahaa... it's time to embrace life sia!
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Monday, July 12, 2004
Monday, July 05, 2004
Now red as a lobster thanks to the sun, sand and sea at Rawa... the place is beeeeeautiful! will post some pics when I get back next week =]
ok better continue packing... 6 days is LONG!
Friday, July 02, 2004
and yeah! have acchieved the 2 things I want to do after ORD... dyed my hair tdy at Lao Mah's place and well... my hair's too short for it to be obvious... but for Lao Mah... he looks like a freakin beng! haahaa KIM MOR BENG sia! and also got my left ear pierced =P it was a nice experience =P was a bit gan cheong when my ear lobe was in the gun =P *PIAK* and that was all! haahaa... might get another one when this one heals =P but maybe not... one's enough? =P
Ok... off to Rawa tmr =] then Sports Camp next week =P cya peeps!