Plato
a week passed but it felt like 10 weeks... ugh. [
Nick
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11:34 PM ]
12 hour workdays are no joke... 16 hour ones are worse...
maybe it's time to cut back on other stuff...
a series of events happened this week =] [
Nick
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9:48 AM ]
well... i turned 26 on monday... blergh... well... to me it's just another day... finally caught up with much needed rest and even watched a movie... how's that for slacking man... the real surprise came at night when Lou "conspired" with Ethel and Joan... thanks beee =]
the next day was 1+5! kinda influenced beee to take 1/2 day off... but hey... it was for her to relax after a week of hard work! managed to catch a movie (at a cinema!), then had a nice dinner at Astons and to top it up... after i-dunno-how-many-donkey-years, we got into the Singapore Flyer to end off the day... the view was pretty good... too bad for the haze/fog that obscured some of the view of the surroundings...
the end of the P came yesterday... not that i've been putting the P plate when i drive anyway... but it does feel good that i'm now a legal non-P driver =P got a new (shorter) stick to play with... maybe it's a bday present for myself =P
back in school today on course... and imagine the shock when i got when i saw Lou's sms...
"Bee... i left my asics shoes on e top of e car.. and i drove off.. and.. i didn't realise it till it flew off e roof... :( :( :( and it was too late :( :( :( :("
well... looking back now... it's quite funny =P i managed to find the shoes though =P
silly girl =P
it's been a hectic and tiring 10 weeks, and i'm so glad i'm now able to take a short break to recharge myself to face the few remaining weeks of the year. whoever said teaching is a slack job should be shot. although i still have to go back on wednesday and thursday, it still feels good to know that i would be able to sleep a little longer on most days... phew. [
Nick
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3:36 PM ]
i guess life is going to be slightly more hectic now that i've got a few things to accomplish... but at least there is something to look forward to at the end of the year...
one thing that i'm beginning to hate about myself is that my temper is getting pretty bad. it seems that some simple things i used to negate in the past are making me feel pissed these days... it sucks flaring up especially when you know that person did not think before speaking... so yeah... sucks being angry.
guess i just gotta keep reminding myself that with increased expectations means greater disappointments... i'll just have to live with it i guess...
oh well... let's hope this week passes slowly... i'm looking forward to savouring my break =]
i envy those who are fun, for they will bring joy to people's lives. [
Nick
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10:39 AM ]
i envy those who are able to fall asleep quickly at night, for they have no worries.
i envy those who do not feel disappointment, for they have no expectations.
i envy those who have strength, for they are the rocks who people depend on.
i envy those who are rich, for they are able to satisfy their whims and desires.
i envy those who are gifted, for they do not have to put in much effort to get results.
i envy those who have no fear, for their mind would be at ease all the time.
i envy those who are efficient, for they make a day seem to have more than 24 hours.
i envy those who speak freely, for they have the courage to stand up for themselves.
i envy those who have no responsibilities, for they are carefree.
i envy those who love, for they are the ones who make the world a better place.
i guess in short, i envy anyone who's not me.
i now have another thing to add into my list... [
Nick
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6:05 PM ]
how good am i at what is supposedly my best sport? after that disaster... i'm beginning to doubt everything about myself and my game... i even began to doubt my coaching credentials... how could i teach others what i do not practice? how could i lead a team when i suck at the game?
it's really a time when i'm unsure of myself about everything.
but as of today... i will tell myself not to think about it anymore.
i'll try.